What many would consider their worst nightmare has become a reality for Christopher Yuan. While attending dental school, he began living a promiscuous homosexual lifestyle and experimenting with illicit drugs. Within a few years, he was expelled from dental school, imprisoned for drug dealing and discovered that he was HIV positive.
But God has turned his nightmare into an exciting and inspiring story of redemption, grace and transformation. Christopher has an understanding heart for and a desire to minister to those living with HIV/AIDS and those struggling with sexual brokenness. He speaks locally and internationally to youth, on college campuses, in churches and in prisons.
Christopher graduated from Moody Bible Institute in 2005 and Wheaton College Graduate School in 2007 with a Master of Arts in Biblical Exegesis. He now teaches at Moody while continuing his speaking ministry which has reached four continents around the world. Christopher has spoken at both Saddleback Church and Willow Creek Community Church in America. He is also featured in the award-winning documentary, "HOPE Positive: Surviving the Sentence of AIDS."
Is Change Possible?
Many believe it's not, by minimizing a limitless God. But through the blood of Jesus Christ, in the power of the Holy Spirit, and for the glory of Almighty God,
CHANGE IS POSSIBLE!
In this video, I tell my story of God bringing me out of the homosexual lifestyle into a life of purity and obedience.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Born Gay...or not??
Before I start, I just want to clarify a couple of things. First, any hatred or violence toward LGBT (which has been misnomered as homophobia) is completely wrong and I vehemently oppose any physical or emotional harm done toward LGBT people (or anyone for that matter). Second, NO onE has ever CHOSEN to have same-sex attractions. However, this does NOT mean that if something was not a choice then it must be inborn. Let me explain myself.
There have been several studies on the relationship on the possible biological influences on the development of human sexuality. Surprisingly the very biased and not considered scholarly Wikipedia is quite accurate in their discussion of this topic (here). Let me quickly summarize three important studies.
1) In 1991, Bailey and Pillard did a study of gay brothers and found that 52% of identical twins were both gay and 22% of fraternal twins were both gay. In 2000, Bailey, Dunne and Martin attempted to repeat the test in Australia only to find that 30% of identical twins were both gay. Although these studies clearly show that there is a genetic component to sexuality, it also clearly shows that sexuality IS NOT onLY LINKED TO GENETICS. Because if sexuality was purely a genetic trait, then 100% of identical twins would both be gay. In addition, the applicant pool was mostly advertised via gay magazines - slightly biased! Also a study by Bearman and Bruckner in 2002 shows that only 6.7% of identical twins were both gay, 7.2% of fraternal twins were both gay and 5.5% of full siblings were both gay. Even the American Academy of Pediatrics and the American Psychological Association both state that sexuality most likely is a combination of biology and environment! When will the gay community, society and media read up on facts and science!
2) Simon LeVay also did a study released in 1991 on the hypothalamus. He examined 41 cadavers (which evokes fond memories of my two full semesters of Gross Anatomy lab and Head & Neck Anatomy lab while in Dental School!) - which he classified as follows: 19 gay men who had died of AIDS, 16 presumed heterosexual men (6 of whom had died of AIDS), and 6 presumed heterosexual women (1 of whom had died of AIDS). He found a portion of the hypothalamus, the INAH3 group to be twice as big in the heterosexual male group as in the gay male group. But there were also some conflicting results as well. LeVay himself concluded, "It's important to stress what I didn't find. I did not prove that homosexuality is genetic, or find a genetic cause for being gay. I didn't show that gay men are born that way, the most common mistake people make in interpreting my work. Nor did I locate a gay center in the brain...Since I look at adult brains, we don't know if the differences I found were there at birth or if they appeared later." Need anymore be said?
3) Dean Hamer in 1993 did a chromosomal study on gay brothers and found a shared marker on the X chromosome at Xq28. Unfortunately, this was dubbed by pop-culture as having found the "gay gene." Hamer himself (who was gay) even said, "...environmental factors play a role. There is not a single master gene that makes people gay...I don't think we will ever be able to predict who will be gay." In addition, other scientists tried to replicate the results but were not able to find this common shared marker among gay brothers. But most damaging for Hamer was the fact that he did not have a control group of non-gay subjects. If the control group had the same shared marker on the X chromosome at Xq28 as the gay brothers, then this finding would be COMPLETELY INSIGNIFICANT.
So as of yet, there is NO evidence that people are born gay and there is NO evidence of a gay gene!
To make matters even more difficult, it is difficult to empirically and scientifically classify and determine homosexuality. If any of you know one, please let me know. There is no blood test, radiograph, MRI, etc. to determine whether someone is gay or straight for that matter. The onLY way that people know whether one is gay is if this one makes a SELF DECLARATION. That is the only way. And by definition, this is not objective (or scientific) but rather subjective.
With all of this said, I believe that the Church must have compassion for LGBT people. Christians must shower them with the love of Christ so that they would come into a relationship with Jesus Christ who will redeem and transform them. Jesus was perfect in justice and love as He came to point out our sin but also to save us from our sin by dying on the Cross for us all! I pray that Christians live out that example of justice and love!
I had the honor of being interviewed on "Chris Fabry Live!" today during my short visit in Colorado Springs. I was broadcasted on most Moody radio stations but you can listen to it again at www.chrisfabrylive.org.
I just received a note from someone with a great question regarding my "Gay Gene?" post from Oct 2007. He was confused with my comment regarding gay activists misrepresenting Exodus for being "a Christian group that believes homosexuals can become straight through prayer and counseling." For many Christians, it seems that the goal of someone coming out of homosexuality is to become straight, a heterosexual. But this is not what I believe and this, I believe, is not biblical. Below is my comment to my friend.
Thanks so much for your note but this is not what I believe and what Exodus believes. I also think that most ex-gay ministries don't believe this as well but I can't say this for sure as I don't know them all!
You see Scripture is very clear about sex and what God has created it for. But the world has distorted this and this has even affected the Church.
The major misconception within the Church is that heterosexuality is what is normal and that this is what God has ordained. But when we look in Scripture, there are about seven times more references to adultery, fornication and lust - all sins associated with heterosexuality - when compared to homosexuality.
Now I'm not trying to justify homosexuality but I'm just proving a point that neither homosexuality or heterosexuality should be the goal for any Christian. Heterosexuality is too broad encompassing adultery, fornication and lust (which are all sins).
The goal for all Christians should be HOLY SEXUALITY.
God has clearly set out what holy sexuality means. God gives us two options for holy sexuality: if we are single, then abstinence and if we are married, then faithfulness (and God has very clearly proscribed marriage to be with a man and a woman).
Therefore, my goal has never been to become straight. Because if I become straight, then I would begin lusting after women (which is a sin) and I would still have to focus on holy sexuality. My goal is holiness.
God says, "Be holy for I am holy." He has never said, "Be heterosexual as I am heterosexual."
I know that God can completely take away any same-sex attractions that I have (He's God anyway!). But if He does, I will then struggle with something else - anger, pride, heterosexual lust, etc. As long as I'm on this side of glory, I will always struggle with temptations with sin.
So I may still have same-sex attractions, but God has broken the chains of the bondage that I was in. You see, CHANGE DOES NOT MEAN THE ABSENCE OF STRUGGLES, BUT CHANGE MEANS THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE HOLINESS IN THE MIDST OF MY STRUGGLES.
So as one who has come out of homosexuality, I have not "become straight" but rather I am on my journey toward sanctification through joyous, holy living.
I hope that this gives some clarity. I have put much thought and study into this and would greatly welcome your thoughts. Blessing to you all!
Nick Vujicic - no arms or legs but created perfect in the eyes of God
Nick Vujicic was born with no arms and no legs. I had watched some short videos of his testimony on YouTube but none of them did God justice because they were too short. This is a longer video of his testimony. It is 13 minutes but worth the time - you will be blessed. My favorite quote is toward the end when Nick exhorts us,
"Circumstances do not have to change for us to become victorious."
Amen to that, Nick. You are a warrior and a man of God, created perfectly in His image. Too often I get replies after my testimony, "Do you know or believe that God can heal you?" I usually give a short but kind answer. Of all people, I know and desire to be completely healed. But if there was no suffering or sickness or death in this world then we would not long for heaven. I, along with all of creation, groan and wait eagerly for the redemption of my body (Rom 8:23). But until then, my time, my life, my all will seek to glorify the one who has give me life.
I returned a week ago after 40 days in Asia where I spoke over 30 times. My father, mother and I first traveled to Hong Kong where we spoke at churches and universities. We spoke at different evangelical meetings, workshops and even a youth rally. It was a very fruitful time and we saw several hundred people give their life to Christ as a result of hearing of God's transforming power in our family.
From there my father returned home while my mother and I traveled to Macao and China for several days. We ministered with the local churches while recovering from our busy schedule in Hong Kong.
We then flew to Singapore and Malaysia where we joined the Moody Bible Institute's Women's Concert Choir for their international tour. I was a faculty chaperon but also shared my testimony during some of their concerts. In addition, I had made arrangements on my own to speak at different Singaporean churches.
The trip was quite tiring and with the tropical heat and frigid bus and venues, I got sick and even got thrush. I had a fever for about a week but tried to continue speaking. As our time in Singapore came to a close, I started to feel better. But my trip wasn't over yet!
My mother and I then went to Japan. We started in Okinawa where I spoke at a handful of churches and then flew to Tokyo. I spoke at a Celebrate Recovery Meeting and at the Biblical Church of Tokyo. It was an eye-opening experience to see the deep need for biblical training on the issue of sexual brokenness in Japan. Like most Asian countries, sex is not a topic talked about in churches and yet sexual brokenness is rampant. But most pastors say, "Not in my church!"
Finally, my mother and I returned home to Chicago. My father was so glad to see us! I slowly recovered from jetlag and I am now preparing for several speaking engagements on the West Coast coming up these next few months. Please be in prayer with me for sweet times with the Lord as I prepare my heart for these messages. God bless you all!
A friend reprimanded me for not having more pictures on my blog so here you go!
My parents and I sat with James Taylor, the grandson of Hudson Taylor while we were in Hong Kong this January!
A church where I spoke at in Hong Kong, Yanfook Church is 19 stories high and the largest church in Hong Kong! Every Sunday, they have 28 different services under one roof and around 10,000 people who go through their doors!
I had the opportunity to share my testimony at Saddleback's Global Summit on AIDS and the Church in November of last year.
As most of you know, God (who has such a sense of humor) has opened up a door for me to be back at Moody...teaching! I really love it and enjoy working with the best students in the world!!!
I just returned from Atlanta where I spoke at a Christian school, a Christian HIV/AIDS support group and Sunday school at First Baptist of Atlanta. There was a young man at this Sunday school who heard me speak when I was in Atlanta last year. We also went to see the Passion play the day before with his wife. He had told us even though his wife was a Christian, he was not.
But after the Passion play, hearing my testimony, and the teaching and prayers of his Sunday school teachers, this week Zijun has placed his faith in Jesus Christ! He plans to get baptized with his wife this weekend, Palm Sunday! Praise the Lord! God is good and does things in His perfect timing. Let us rejoice and be glad in Him!
I just returned from China and Hong Kong this past Sunday. I've hit the ground running starting to teach my two classes of Bible Introduction at Moody Bible Institute which started this week.
Two quick comments.
I read a quote from Peter Piot who is the Executive Director of UNAIDS. "Please let us have no illusion that, one fine day, the world will return to what it was before AIDS. No. AIDS has simply rewritten the rules. And to prevail we, too, must rewrite these rules."
AIDS has forever and irreversibly changed the world, rewritten the rules and has changed countless lives forever...me, not excluding. Let us not live in ignorance and complacency. Let us be broken and change ourselves to take this challenge of AIDS heads on. My prayer is that the Church will step up and show the world what God can do through broken but available vessels.
My second comment is regarding Sanctity of Life Sunday which is tomorrow, January 20, 2008. Sitting among us in our congregations are women of all ages and races who are post-abortive mothers living in a prison of guilt and pain.
As the Body of Christ, we've been good at telling people what to do and what not to do. But we've not been so good at proclaiming that as hard as we can try, we really can't obey God - we fail. And as wrong and "not OK" as this is, it is OK because we have a God that loves us not because we're perfect but because He is most glorified when He redeems our failures.
So I hope that as the Body of Christ, we would not be so loud in our cry "We're anti-abortion!" and more open in that we are pro-abortive mothers both Christian and non-Christian. Because just as we make mistakes and sin, God loves us and can restore us.
My prayer is that the world would know Christians not for what we're against, but for our love and the redemption that shines through us.
I just returned from Saddleback's Global Summit on AIDS and The Church hosted by Pastor Rick and Kay Warren. I shared my testimony on the opening evening (Wednesday, Nov. 28) right after John Ortberg and before Lynn Hybels. Pastor Rick Warren later asked me to stay and share in all six of his weekend services where it is estimated that 17,000 people attend. I shared my testimony along with another person who is living with AIDS. Then after the service, Pastor Rick spontaneously urged people to be baptized in response to the service and 150 people were baptized! Praise the Lord!
Also on Thursday afternoon, Senator Hillary Clinton explained her plan to address the issue of HIV/AIDS. Five other presidential candidates were not present but spoke to us via a video: Gov. Mike Huckabee, Sen. John Edwards, Sen. John McCain, Sen. Barack Obama, and Gov. Mitt Romney. You may hear the audio or view the video at this website.
HIV infection rates among gay men under 30 in New York is on the rise as discussed in the New York Daily News. Why is that? Here are their reasons.
The NY Health Commissioner believes that a "generation of men is growing up having not seen their friends die of AIDS, and maybe having the impression that HIV is not such a terrible infection."
Or he believes it may be linked to the need for teens to hide their sexuality. "The pressure of covering up means you put yourself in riskier situations than if you could go on a date and ask out who you like."
"Family News in Focus" a daily, news radio spot will interview me to get my perspective on why I believe HIV infections may be on the rise among gay men. I'll post my thoughts after the interview.
An article on MSNBC discusses a study which seeks genetic roots of homosexuality. This is a "federally funded study, led by Chicago area researchers" using 1,000 pairs of gay brothers.
The most notable quote is from the lead researcher of the new study, Dr. Alan Sanders of Evanston Northwestern Healthcare Research Institute. "It is more likely there are several genes that interact with nongenetic factors, including psychological and social influences, to determine sexual orientation."
So even the lead researcher believes that nature and nurture are both involved with developing one's sexuality!
However, it is unfortunate that the reporter misrepresented Exodus as "a Christian group that believes homosexuals can become straight through prayer and counseling." No where does Exodus ever make such a claim but the easiest way for gay-advocates to fight is to misrepresent the facts.
After Soulforce’s visit to Wheaton College in April, 2006, The Daily Herald has been working on a piece that would cover the stories of two people from both sides of the homosexual debate: myself and another Wheaton alumnus (Jay Johnson, who has embraced homosexuality).
This year has presented many roadblocks but finally the story will be released in tomorrow’s paper. Both will start on the front page and finish in the Neighbor Section of the paper.
Please pray that God’s Truth of redemption for homosexuals will shine through in both pieces. Please pray that as opposition comes to me and my family, we will remain faithful witnesses of the Grace given so freely to us from our loving Creator.
Feel free to take advantage of this opportunity to share this story with your co-workers, neighbors and friends that the complete message of the Gospel is redemption and transformation available to all!
CrossRoads International (a division of Campus Crusade for Christ) is the producer of HOPE Positive which features myself and three others who live with much hope in Jesus Christ in spite of having HIV or AIDS. CrossRoads has partnered with Operation Mobilization to make this documentary available in a low resolution format for FREE! You can either view it or download it for free at OmniTube, OM's video reservoir. The video is 28 minutes and 30 seconds. Please take advantage of this great offer and spread the HOPE!
HOPE Positive Wins Independent Film Festival Award
HOPE Positive: Surviving the Sentence of HIV/AIDS is a documentary which was produced and released in late 2006 by CrossRoads International. It has recently been selected for an award at the Independents’ Film Festival (IFF). The festival, an annual event that features films of various lengths and formats, has chosen HOPE Positive as the winner in the "Short Documentary Film" Independent category.
The festival, which has no religious affiliation, is paneled by industry professionals. All entries are judged on artistic and creative merit, as well as technical quality. According to the festival’s website, the goal of the festival is "to bring together cultural and film enthusiasts to celebrate independent filmmaking, enhance opportunities for filmmakers and increase the public’s awareness and support for independent filmmakers as a cultural and economic asset."
HOPE Positive director, Matthew Porter (95 Theses) received the award at a ceremony in the Tampa Theatre on September 14 in Florida. HOPE Positive recounts the experiences of myself with three other people from around the world who have been diagnosed with HIV. We each tell of how God has changed our lives and given us hope in the midst of our illness.
Today, Steve Hiller interviewed me on Prime Time Chicago and we spoke about my upcoming speaking engagement at Arlington Heights Evangelical Free Church on September 8 at 7pm. It will be a night of Celebrating Our Freedom. Come and join us. If you would like to watch a video of my testimony, click here.
On July 23, my mom and I stopped in London and I was able to spend some time with George Verwer who took me to his favorite spot for walks. It is the historical site where William Wilberforce and William Pitt first discussed the abolition of the slave trade in the United Kingdom.
We then went to TeenStreet in Oldenburg, Germany for ten days. TeenStreet is organized by Operation Mobilization (OM) and is probably the largest Christian, youth conference in continental Europe. Over 4,000 people were present from over 27 different countries. It was incredible to be a part of this huge event.
This year's TeenStreet focused upon the HIV/AIDS pandemic. I gave my testimony and challenged the youth to build their character upon their identity in Christ as opposed to their friends, media or the world. I had the privilege to pray with many of the youth who were so open and transparent about their struggles at home.
Most have no Christian support at home. They have no churches or youth groups they attend, not because they don't want to...because there simply are none. Please pray for these youth who know first-hand, the pressures of living in a secular and post-Christian Europe and fight to remain faithful as true, followers of Jesus Christ.
At TeenStreet, I was part of the OM AIDSLink team. AIDSLink exists to be an advocate and consultant for HIV/AIDS ministries within OM International, being proactive in promoting awareness, training and involvement. AIDSLink also networks and engages with those inside (and outside) OM who are involved in HIV/AIDS ministries. The youth filled out a questionnaire with some surprising results: 25% actually thought HIV could be spread through mosquitoes, 13% thought hugging put people at risk for HIV, and the sexually active youth thought they were safe from getting the virus.
Fortunately, AIDSLink helped to educate the youth through a game called Wildfire (see p. 23 of this pdf) which informed about the modes of transmission of HIV (mainly sexual contact or IV drug use). The youth also raised $40,000 for AIDSLink as part of putting their faith to practice. Please also pray for AIDSLink as they come alongside the Church bringing the answer of Jesus Christ to the AIDS pandemic.
On May 30, my mom and I left Chicago on a 19 day missions trip to China. My dad who stayed home, later met us in L.A for 15 days of ministry in southern California. I'll try to summarize my month and 17,250+ miles for you!
We flew into Hong Kong and met with Goodnews Communication International a Christian organization producing multi-media (radio, TV, CD/DVD, internet and film) for outreach and equipping the Church. They plan to produce a film of our family's life story in Chinese. We met their board members and the producer and finalized our agreement to partner in this endeavor.
The rest of our time in China was spent in the mainland. We continued building relations with local, government-registered churches. It is exciting to see God working in these churches who have freedom to preach the WHOLE Gospel, evangelize everyone who comes through their doors and sell Bibles and Christian literature. The Bibles are so cheap that we brought some back from China to the U.S.!
Of the churches we've visited, the problem isn't filling the pews but rather having enough physical space for the ever expanding, standing-room-only congregations and having enough pastors for ministry (pastor to laity ratio is 1:1,000 on the low end and 1:10,000 on the high end!!).
Hardly anyone prays for the grass-roots movement of evangelicals among the local, registered churches. Please be on your knees for our brothers and sisters in China who recognize that "the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few" (Matt 9:37).
We networked and consulted several churches and pastors as they are in the process of constructing a new church building. We also shared at several Bible studies (see picture below) and had the opportunity to present some Evangelism Explosion material. Through it, four ladies gave their life to Christ!
A highlight of the trip was sharing in an evangelical seminary to students who were so hungry to know more about how to better serve the Church. I spoke on the importance of Biblical languages and the phenomenon of American denominationalism.
After meeting up with my dad in L.A., my parents and I spoke fourteen times in four days at eight different locations on parent-child issues and relationships in a Chinese-American context from a Biblical perspective. We also recorded a radio interview at Far East Broadcasting Company which broadcasts into mainland China.
Because Chinese live in a shame-based culture and fear "losing face", many parents believe there's no one to share their problems with. So it was a privilege to have some open up and share their secrets which held them hostage for years in a prison of pain and guilt. I also spoke with Chinese pastors in the L.A. area about the need to address the issue of homosexuality with compassion, grace and redemption.
The trip culminated with the Exodus Freedom Conference in Irvine which is my favorite among all the Christian conferences I go to. The conference really isn't about homosexuality but rather a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ. I led a morning devotional on our availability to God from Isaiah 6. I also gave a workshop on HIV/AIDS (AIDS 101 and how to minister to people with HIV/AIDS) and hosted a viewing of "HOPE Positive: Surviving the Sentence of HIV/AIDS."
The ultimate highlight was being able to develop and build relationships with all of you! I praise God for allowing me to cross paths with so many of you and I look forward to meeting again soon! It was a joy to talk and pray with you as we laughed and cried together! Please continue to lift me up in your prayers as I do the same for you!
God bless you all and have a great day in the Lord!
Thursday, May 17, 2007 was the International Day Against Homophobia. Alan Chambers wrote in his blog regarding this day and how we as the church should respond to people who are "gay" identified. Please read below what he has written.
one of the primary focuses of Exodus International and one of my missions in life is to help the Church come to see those who are gay -identified or who struggle with homosexuality as people whom Christ died for and loves equally. The Church should be more welcoming to these folks than the local gay bar. Gay and lesbian identified people should be able to find more help within the Church than they can outside of it. It has long been my goal to so impact the Church with the message of truth and grace that Exodus would be able to go out of business."
"So, when it comes to the evils of homophobia, bullying, name calling, hatred and violence where those affected by homosexuality are concerned, I stand with all decent human beings who are fighting and praying for an end to the ignorance and ungodliness that cause them."
"Join me, won't you?"
I'm willing to join Alan, are you? Let's shower all "gay" identified men and women with the love of Christ so that they would all become "new creations" (as everyone does who comes to Christ, "gay" identified or not).
I had the privilege to be on Midday Connection today with Anita Lustrea. Midday Connection's ministry focus this year is HIV/AIDS. Anita first heard my testimony via CrossRoads' documentary called HOPE Positive which featured me and three other Christians living with HIV/AIDS from Russia, South Africa and Jamaica. It was a blessing to tell Midday Connection's audience about God's work in my life and what it is like living with HIV.
We also spoke about the church's involvement in local AIDS ministries. It seems that it is easier to get churches motivated about going overseas for AIDS ministry but we tend to turn a blind eye to AIDS right in our own backyard. My hope is that we would become a bit more balanced by ministering both abroad and at home.
I was quite impressed by a church in Fresno called Cornerstone Church, that held the first church sponsored AIDS Walk last year to raise AIDS awareness and funds for local AIDS ministries. I thought that this was a great example of loving our neighbor, literally! There are people living in our very communities who have AIDS. What are we doing to minister to them? I would love to see the church in America mobilizing to care for those around us with HIV/AIDS.
I have a vision of doing an AIDS Walk in DuPage County, IL. If you are interested in helping with this vision, please email me. I'd love to hear from you if you have any other comments or questions. Have a great day in the Lord!
Can a person be "gay" and a Christian? Although many claim to be gay Christians (Soulforce, www.gaychristian.net), I have a couple issues with this "label."
As followers of Jesus Christ, our identity should be in Christ alone. Everything that normally identifies me (Chinese, American, single, graduate student, son, brother, musician and even a male), are all in a sense insignificant when it comes to my identity in Jesus Christ. In Phil 3:5-8, Paul said that his best attributes were rubbish (dung, crap, etc.). In Gal 2:20, Paul says that we "no longer live" but that "Christ lives" in us. Scripture tells us that we must "clothe ourselves with Christ" Rom 13:14. It is very clear in the Bible that if we are to have any identity, it is in Jesus Christ. So why do people want to say that they are "gay" Christians?
Popular belief claims that people are born gay (some state this is a "fact"). But human sexuality is a very complex issue and to date, no scientist, doctor or psychologist knows how one develops his/her sexuality (homosexuality or heterosexuality for that matter). There is onLY one conclusion which can be gathered from scientific evidence to date.
Sexuality is not MERELY genetics.
The Bailey and Pillard twin study (1991) revealed when one identical twin was "gay," only 52% of the time the other identical twin was homosexual. If sexuality is solely genetics (innate or inborn), then when one twin was homosexual, the other would be homosexual 100% of the time. This test shows that there are more factors involved in the development of human sexuality other than genetics.
In addition, there is no empirical test for homosexuality. The onLY determining factor for homosexuality is experiential, that is either by one's actions or by one's words. If scientists have truly proven that we are born heterosexual/homosexual, then we should be able to walk into a newborn nursery room of a hospital and point out the heterosexual and homosexual babies. But alas we cannot, because homosexuality is more or less existential and not inextricably linked to one's essence.
But how about one's feelings? I do not think that a person "chooses" to have heterosexual or homosexual feelings which goes back to the complexity of human sexuality, but a follower of Christ is not called to "follow" his/her feelings but "he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow [Jesus Christ]" Mark 8:34.
Both sides of the "gay Christian" debate neglect to mention the most important message of the Bible: redemption and transformation. The bible teaches that homosexuals can change, "Such were some of you..." 1 Cor 6:11. If one has truly become a follower of Christ, "he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come" 2 Cor 5:17.
Although I applaud www.gaychristian.net for being tolerant to the view that "gay Christians" should be celibate because homosexual behavior was a sin (more details) as opposed to Soulforce, there is no mention of the miracle of transformation which is the whole reason for Jesus Christ coming to this earth.
Soulforce has begun their 2007 Equality Ride. They go with much passion and sincerity but miss the essence of the Gospel. The Gospel is about transformation and redemption!! Both Co-Directors are not Christian (Haven is Buddhist) but some Riders claim Christianity. However, Soulforce does not believe in the redemptive work of the Cross and ignore the clear biblical teaching on transformation, change and new life.
They never mention that the Bible tells of people who used to practice homosexuality but were "washed" and "sanctified" and "justified" and no longer practiced homosexuality (1 Cor 6:11). Soulforce's pleas begin with "I want" and "I deserve" but a follower of Jesus Christ is called to "deny himself and take up his cross daily" (Luke 9:23). They refuse to recognize that "if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come" (2 Cor 5:17). A follower of Jesus Christ says, "I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me" (Gal 2:20). But alas, the Riders pick and choose what they want to hear from the Bible which "is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness" (2 Tim 3:16).
Soulforce is correct that God is love but they are incorrect to believe that love is full acceptance of who we are and what we do. on the contrary, "the LORD disciplines those he loves" (Pro 3:12). The perfect example of love is found in John 3:16, "For God so loved the world" that He just accepted us the way we are? NO!! If this was the case, there would be no reason for Jesus Christ coming to die on a Cross for us. But "that he gave his one and only Son." Love is giving up the thing which is most valuable to you. Love is sacrificing the one thing which you hold most dear. Love is sacrifice!! But sacrifice is something that you will never hear Soulforce talk about.
A Response to Soulforce, the Equality Ride, and Mel White
Last April, I spoke on a panel representing Wheaton College. We were in a discussion with Soulforce (Equality Ride) on the topic of homosexuality. I stand with Soulforce in denouncing violence/discrimination toward any human being, "gay" or "straight." However their view of homosexuality is not based upon Scripture. To their detriment, Soulforce intentionally avoided all discussions regarding the biblical perspective of homosexuality. Instead they focused upon an issue on which we all agreed (i.e. the injustice of violence and discrimination) and didn't provide any reason to change our stance that God desires for all of us to be transformed from our brokenness through the redemption of Jesus Christ.
This Spring, Soulforce plans to visit 40 schools and military institutions. Last year they visited 20 schools in one bus. This year they plan to take two buses taking two different routes.
Here is a good resource from Dr. Stanton L. Jones, Ph.D., Provost of Wheaton College, "A Study Guide and Response to: Mel White's What the Bible Says and Doesn't Say About Homosexuality." It is a 43 page pdf document which includes Mel White's booklet.
Another response is from Dr. Daniel B. Wallace who is considered an authority on Biblical Greek grammar and New Testament textual criticism. Two-thirds of schools that teach Biblical Greek use his textbook which is the standard work in the field.
I've come to realize that there is no "normal" sexuality. Not a single person that has ever lived was "normal" when it comes to sexuality. WE ARE ALL SEXUALLY BROKEN!!! Some struggle with sexual brokenness toward those of the same sex but most others are just as broken in their sexuality toward the opposite sex (cf. Matt 5:28).
Many I know who struggle with same-sex attractions want to become "normal" and their definition of "normal" is not to be attracted to the same sex but to be attracted to the opposite sex. So for a guy struggling with same-sex attractions, he does not want to be attracted to men but he wants to be attracted to women. But is this any better?
In reality, our attractions and affections (apart from God) should only be guided, if God so chooses, toward our spouse of the opposite sex (Gen 2:24; Matt 19:4-6). So being attracted to womEn (emphasis upon the plurality of woman), is not biblical. Instead, we should be sexually attracted only to our spouse (who in my case would be a woman - my wife). This is what God intended for marriage and sex (Mark 10:6-9; Eph 5:31).
So a redeemed and pure sexuality, would be one in which (if one has been called for marriage) a person is only attracted to his wife or her husband (1 Cor 7:2), and no other person whether male or female (other than God of course). If one is called to singleness (1 Cor 7:7-8), a pure sexuality would be that our affections would only be for God (1 Cor 6:17).
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Praise God! Today is my sixth year anniversary of being released from prison! But more importantly, the Lord has freed me from years of spiritual bondage and has given me a new and abundant life!
Please pray for my speaking engagements coming up. In addition, I have an opportunity to teach part-time in the fall which would allow me to continue my speaking ministry. Pray for guidance and confirmation. Lastly, my comprehensive exams will most likely be at the end of April. I am living and breathing Hebrew and Greek vocabulary and grammar. Pray that I am efficient with my times in studies and that I am able to recall, remember and retain all that I have learned these past several years at Moody and Wheaton for this exam to fulfill the requirements for the M.A. in Biblical Exegesis.
I've had the privilege to get to know George Verwer, founder of Operation Mobilization these past two years. This weekend, he stayed at our house and spoke at my church, First Baptist Church of Downers Grove where he gave a passionate and motivating message on Isaiah 6:8, "Here am I." As believers, we are called to be available to God. I hope to get his message online soon. Here is a picture taken at our house for lunch after the service.
I had the privilege to serve on the steering committee for the Missions Through the Lens of AIDS track and also lead four workshops at InterVarsity's Urbana 2006. Over 22,000 people came to meet God and to listen for His voice. This was the second time that my parents and I went to this conference. This year it was in Saint Louis.
Although I mostly spoke on AIDS and even co-led a workshop with World Vision's AIDS advocate, Princess Zulu, I was asked many questions regarding my journey out of homosexuality. Christian college students are seeking answers to today's tough questions - such as homosexuality. These students are looking for someone who can speak with authority, not only from the experience of having actually lived the homosexual lifestyle but also from a solid biblical and theological foundation from biblical training. Please pray for me as I consider my next steps in light of this.
I believe the best speaker was Oscar Muriu, the Senior Pastor of the Nairobi Chapel in Arica. He spoke on how the center of the church has moved south and east to Africa, Latin America and Asia. Oscar Muriu shares how missions is changing and highlights the necessity for true partnership between all of the members of the global church body. Here is a link to watch this great message (32min).
My parents and I went to the Enzian Theater in Orlando, Florida for the premiere of HOPE Positive, a documentary produced by CrossRoads International (a ministry of Campus Crusade for Christ) and 95 Theses. It features four Christians living with HIV: Katya (Russia), Makhaya (S. Africa), Carrol (Jamaica) and myself (U.S.). What binds us together is not the virus in our blood which may eventually kill us but rather the transforming blood of Jesus Christ who lives in us and gives us life! You may click on the link below and view the trailer and order the DVD.
My father and I had the opportunity to share a message and testimony of thanksgiving to our awesome God. I have made this 20 minute video available for you to view. I pray that it is an encouragement to you.
My parents and I led a short term missions trip to China this summer. The team consisted of ten people from our church, First Baptist Church in Downers Grove. A team member graciously put together a wonderful 15 minute video. I pray that it brightens your day!
I wrote a short article for the Exodus Freedom pamphlet which they made available at the 2006 Freedom Conference. It was an ｅxpression of gratitude for the faithfulness and persistence of a praying mother. Exodus has made the pamphlet available online as a pdf file. You may download it and find it on page 4.
My parents had an opportunity to speak at the Exodus 2006 Freedom Conference in Marion, Indiana on Thursday, June 29 in the morning. This link features a fifteen minute video of my parents who share from their heart their journey with Jesus. It is moving and powerful to see their love, patience and faithfulness. You will be blessed.
I then was given the opportunity to share my testimony later that evening, also to the general assembly which was close to 1,000 people! Here is a link to view the fifteen minute video.
Today I start my first day of class at Wheaton College Graduate School. I am pursuing a Master of Arts degree in Biblical Exegesis. Not only has the Lord allowed me to study here at Wheaton but he has also provided the means. I am the recipient of the Charles W. Colson Scholarship which is a scholarship for ex-offenders!
"He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things - and the things that are not - to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. 1 Corinthians 1:28-29
